I have finally decided to open this blog after my few other blogs. And this will be the only page I post because there will be no updates, making this my single entry. The only things that I will update are the links to some of my work…poetries (pantun and sajak too).

I can’t say that I love to write poetries. But inspiration comes when it comes. I am not a talented writer who writes quality poems. I am not a writer. I am not a poet. I am just a nobody who is always in distress, of what I'm not quite sure. I only know that there is anger in me, and I am always confuse and still searching for identity...or perhaps finding peace with myself. There is only one word to describe myself though – CHAOS.

Back to my poetries (pantun and sajak too)…I have provided links to my previous postings with the insertions of my thoughts and sorrows in the form of these poems. Actually, I find it embarrassing to claim them as poetries (pantun and sajak too) because I don’t find them qualified enough to be so. I am not qualified enough. They are just my feelings that I have put down in words.

I won’t say much because I have promised myself to keep this entry short but precise. There will be no other opinions to contribute on this page either, because I promised no follow-ups.

My life is just a huge question mark…
With answers so vague that holding me like a breakable thread
My heart only filled with angers …
Creating only hope and prayers that this torture will disperse
How can I find peace if I can’t recognize the cravings?
…and as I continue in my quest for something that remains a mystery